60 seconds writing: Sterile

Ambling around the park, I stopped motionless as I saw him again in 5 months.  I went sterile but my hammering chest and my magnified vision of him with eyes filled with an orgy of sensation at her. He never looked at me with such fondness. Trying to inveigle myself that it bears no effect in me, waves of unbridled pain washed over as light wintry breeze brushed past. 
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